darn that pesky rationalization

when the year began, i had planned to go to the photography prof and see if i could take the class without taking the university prerequisites. i liked all of my classes. it was already a full course load. i joined the photography club. i never went to see him. oren made me realize i just didn't have the balls. not that i ever really thought i did. i just successfully convinced myself that that wasn't why i didn't talk to him.